June 25

I woke up on my 35th birthday in Cabo. With the sounds of waves committed to their purpose, I gave thanks for another year. I looked forward to this day especially.

Thankful.

I’ve been talking to God heavy for the past couple of days because I’ve come a very long way. Thankful because I’ve seen many challenges and questioned my own purpose over and over for the last few years. I have doubted more than I should. I have bent over backwards for circumstances that were not worthy. I have walked that dark road way too many times, always chancing if I’d make it back to the happy place. But here I am. Still.

Today I celebrated the simple notion that I am here. I decided to take a solo trip for some intentional reflection, marveling at God’s mercy - the roaring ocean, the subtle palm trees, the songs of these exotic birds. Being here. Being present. Being still - in all ways.

Honestly, I can’t believe I’m here in Cabo, but most importantly, of this life. Y’all, I promise y’all don’t know the half of my story - what I’ve endured, maneuvered and smiled through over the years.

I can say I wholeheartedly like who I am. I am more confident than ever before. I am saying yes more, and overthinking less. I am investing in myself more than ever before. I am smiling and laughing lots. Simply put, I am loving myself hard.

So on this day, I am celebrating quietly, humbly and with the most intent possible, all the while giving an abundance of gratitude.